pre-brazil

i'm supposed to be packing right now. but malas larh.. except for the great amount of dried food and stationeries, i dont know what else to pack. i am a confused traveller.

earlier this morning, my dad was advising me to behave myself, plus the nurturing lectures and he also reminded me not to forget to bring my sejadah and telekong because only to Him i can 'mengadu' and find solace. i dont know why, but that brings tears to my eyes. i almost cried. hah.

my goodness, i miss my family already!! and what did they do? my dad decide to go fishing. bringing along my mom and sister. i thought we could spend the sunday together. errr... helping me pack. now how many shirts should i bring? should i bring all my shoes along? how about extra bags? handbags? totes? or should i just buy from there? should i bring that dress just in case they gonna invite me to some functions? should i bring the blouse? should i bring along something formal? how bout my swimsuits? and gym gear(if i have any)?

theres this small part in me that wish i didnt have to go. but that will be very stupid wouldnt it? who would want to miss a golden oppurtunity like this. everyone i knew envied me. ok, almost. i am one of the most luckiest person in the world. thats what they said. actually, i think thats true. and yesterday, when i was in accounts, collecting my advance, i heard some of them saying 'wah junior staff leh. junior staff can go overseas meh? so lucky. what project uh? who's the PJM?'

i still cant believe i'm flying off tomorrow. 1350 SQ flight. will transit in frankfurt and then to Rio via Sao Paolo.

now that i've set my emo emotions aside, i can hardly wait!!